I really want to die right now. omg… i’m sorry this post is gonna be a depressing one. im just so frustrated n confused. i hate every1 around me right now. i want to kill them too. i sound like a crazy woman right now b/c i’m going crazy..
i keep on telling myself, everything is going to be fine but bamn, they’re not. sometimes i feel like i cause this mess but i really hate the people who push it further. i hate myself sometimes too.
im not the type that would give up on life easily. im so optimistic and a life-lover. now, i feel like shit. im sorry for using profanity but my life really really sucks. im hiding in my car right now w/ my laptop writing this post. i want to pour my feelings out to strangers or maybe to this computer but i can’t take it.
i don’t know how im going to be the old me ever again. im losing it. im losing myself. these ppl hve caused me to become a bitch. gosh… i don’t know wut to do.
